jen ([info]ickleblondeme) wrote,
@ 2004-06-23 18:39:00
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The art of being sensible
This art has invaded me. to be sensible would be to revise when i have plenty of time and are doing nothing else. where as i revise at 5 o clock on the day of the exam. to be sensible would be to concentrate on the questions within the exam fully throughtout the exam, not ponder on why i cant remember the dream i had last night, and wherever or not it meant anything, which has nothing to do with the exam in question. i would also not go to the lesson afterwards, a nice easy physics lesson, to do more on expotentials whilst battling with a headache and my stomach moaning that it is hungry. oh, to be sensible is something i would love to be. but then if ur sensible u r seen as boring, although are the things i want to b sensible at things that will make me seem boring, or does my absence of senibleness (i dont care if thats not a word, it sounds kinda cewl, or not depending on ur views) make me interesting or am i just a boring person that has no hope of eva becoming interesting.
the last "or" was put in due to my mind working over time and it making me worry that the two ideas before hand would make me look egotistical if i did not put myself down at the end of it. im strange, and yet so like the rest of society

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[info]lazy_stevi
2004-06-23 06:56 pm UTC (link)
my view:their is an essence to a persons personality,this is mostly characterised by the social conditions which they ahvve grown up within and also what values they ahve found out for themselves.anyway my view is that this view becomes entrenched,this cannot be suddenly changed(though it could be argued that events such as september 11th change certain veiws-but most people had already formed coherent views on such issues before...anyway...).thus in you there is an essence of jennifer wallace.this IS you.if you do things on the basis of trying to be interesting against your will or desires,then you lie to yourself and eventually this lie with fall and reveal who you are and will essentially leave you unfullfilled...though this point is most redundent in the instance of you

sicne:
a)you are sensible and would not have achieved so well educationally if you had not acted dilligentaly...thus shown by you even having to worry about
b)the basis of interesting is on the same basis of "beauty being in the ey of the beholder",thus you will inevitably find certain people mroe interesting than others and this isnt a reflection on the person foundless interesting...its just your subjective view...my view of you i have expressed clearly before to you(thus no ego massage here-though i wouldnt desire your company if you were as you say "dull").
c)please dont over annotate your own actions,not everything has a meaning

im now going to fall of my chair and die of feeling ill from exam related body failure(mostly lungs...)

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[info]lil_tash
2004-06-24 01:35 pm UTC (link)
i like u just the way u are so smile!
u are a great friend to have and ur lovely!

"my boy lollipop,ba la ba ba ba,
u make my heart go giddyup,ba la ba ba ba,
ur as sweet as candy,ba la ba ba ba
ur my sugar daddy!ba la ba ba!

poor,poor firemen!!
oh and the guy that was in the shop!

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